company 100th float bridge/ 79 engr. bergade servied 1966 -1967had to give up my job i have spinal stenosis while i was be examming state psyd for social security told me i had ptsd with depression and anxitey needed medical and psyd i used va medical off and on since 1968 treated me for bad nerves gave nerve meds and said i'd be ok. now i am 60years of age new psyd confurs with ssa's psyd.the ssa gives me 1195. a month to pay house payments,utilities and try exist another mo.I am going for a disability thru va. to those ofyou who can forgive and forget vietnam,God Bless. as for me I am still there at night not always i go through hell and I cannot forgive or forget i pray for our troops daily and for our country.